S t o r y O f M y L i f e

I am not perfect, but I am limited edition


How's your tntt life?

more importantly, how’s my spirituality life?
honestly, it’s not that great. I feel like I’m losing my connection with God. Trust me, I want to feel it again, but I don’t know where to start. Yes, I try to talk to him as much as I can, but most of the time I don’t feel like he’s there or even listening. Right now, I just feel empty.
I love kids a lot. Being around them makes me smile. They give me positive energy and great enthusiasm. However, how can I teach kids about faith when I don’t have it myself? I really want to Thang Cap. I’ve been waiting to wear that Huynh Truong khan for 14 years, ever since I was five. But there’s a part of me that feels selfish. I want that khan bad, but I also feel like I’m going to get a trophy that I don’t deserve.
This is the first time I’m mentioning this, but I cry every night. Wondering if God gave up on me. Wondering if He still loves me. Wondering if He forgave my sins. Wondering if He still has a plan for me.

1 month ago • 0 notes

I don’t consider us friends anymore

Now that I think about it, I don’t know you at all. I don’t know your interests anymore. I don’t know what’s going on in your life anymore. We don’t share our time together anymore, making memories, having adventures, just talking about the meaning of life. I honestly can’t remember the last time we sat together and catch up. What happened to us?
I know that lately, I’ve been a jerk. And I’m not going to be surprise if you hate me or distrust me. I understand if you don’t want to be friends anymore. If that’s what you want, I’m just going to deal with life with a big scar of guilt on my face knowing that I’ve destroyed what could’ve been a lifelong friendship.
But more than anything, I want to share my life with you again. I want to keep you updated on what’s happening.
I was blessed to have such amazing friends like you. Now I miss you a lot.

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